Had a very intense and eye opening experience last night. For the first time in years I went into Shrine. It was a full moon and the pull to Aset was undeniable. I offered Her some Fireball Whiskey and Sat there meditating and "talking" to Her.
The energy was almost too much to bear and I felt the effects for hours afterwards. I don’t think I got more than an hour’s sleep at a time. I had to get up and ground several times. But though I’m tired AF today, I don’t regret it happened. And I feel much more settled about things today. I think I’m headed in the right direction. As Jewish as I am, I don’t think the role of religious Jew is ever really going to be mine.